IS GOD A ROMANTIC?
I'm
not
particularly interested in being "in love" with God. I don’t know if
that’s good or bad but I’ve never have had the "warm fuzzies" about
him—well, so rarely as to be almost “never”. I have had those emotional
feelings about Ethel, our children and a large number of other humans. I
can't
get emotional about God the way I can about fellow-humans. I don't think
that troubles him. I don't think that that makes him "jealous". The only
relationship he gets "jealous" over is one that draws us away from
him.
But
it's difficult not to model God's love for us on the way we feel about
fellow-humans, especially those fellow-humans who mean more to us than
our own selves. If we must make difficult choices between our families
and strangers we know what we will do without having to think long and
hard over it—we'll choose in favor of our beloved ones.
That makes sense. If our beloved family was the entire human family
things would be more complicated. How do you bless them all and act in
favor of them all when their interests are in conflict, when some are
powerful and corrupt? "Love" is more than "romance" and sometimes it has
to do what at some levels it doesn't want to do.
Centrally,
in the biblical witness, God’s “love” is the expression of his covenant
commitment, his faithfulness, his keeping his word to pursue and bring to
completion his eternal purpose. His eternal purpose is to bring a human family
to immortal life, free from sin, sickness and death and a family in love with
righteousness; a family that lives in his image in unbroken joy, peace and
adventure.
In
pursuing that eternal purpose, God is working with a sinful human
family, a sinful human family that let loose a "virus" that
has triggered chaos in the human world. God is working with a human
family of
his own creation, one that makes choices but one that has corrupted that
choosing
and in the process has corrupted itself. He works to bless a human
family that
tolerates that intolerable moral evil but in order to bring it to
eternal life with him the moral corruption has to be dealt with because
the fullness of life that he has in mind cannot be enjoyed in the pleasing presence of evil.
That God
has not yet seen fit to bring all evil to an end is his choosing and I know
nothing about the reasons for his choice. [2 Peter 3:9 has its own specific
point and, in my view, it doesn't help us much with the larger and more general
question though its truth no doubt is part of the answer to the larger
question.] Martin Dalby famously said, "Bad religion answers the
unanswerable. Good religion cherishes the mystery." Strident atheist,
Richard Dawkins, recently grudgingly admitted what we all know, that he has to
acknowledge mystery also.
This is
a pain-filled world with inexpressible evil in it. Imagine this true to life
picture. A car is at the side of a road, it's getting dark, a woman and her
daughter are in the vehicle, a man is screaming through the window at a
terrified woman as he tries to drag to door open, he wants in, her eyes are
rolling and he smashes the window, unblocks the door, trails her out on to the
ground, stabs her in the throat, rips her clothes and stabs her in the side. He
turns his attention to the little girl, punches her in the face, attacks her
with a knife and hacks off one of her
arms.
Can a world get to be more evil than that? What moral insanity!
But in this case the "attacker" is a paramedic, there's been a wreck, he smashed the window to save their lives. He worked on the woman's trachea and then because her lung had collapsed he pierced her side so she could breathe. The little girl was trapped and her mangled arm was pinning her into a vehicle that threated to burst into flame and the rest you know. The paramedic has children of his own, he takes no pleasure in what is happening or what he does to these two people! Life is his aim—not the infliction of hurt!
Can a world get to be more evil than that? What moral insanity!
But in this case the "attacker" is a paramedic, there's been a wreck, he smashed the window to save their lives. He worked on the woman's trachea and then because her lung had collapsed he pierced her side so she could breathe. The little girl was trapped and her mangled arm was pinning her into a vehicle that threated to burst into flame and the rest you know. The paramedic has children of his own, he takes no pleasure in what is happening or what he does to these two people! Life is his aim—not the infliction of hurt!
What if
it's the case that there's been a cosmic wreck and the Divine paramedic is
handling this with a view to life and not purely inflicting pain? What
if he isn't heartless, what if he isn't a foaming at the mouth
lunatic? What if his alleged "powerlessness" isn't really a
lack of "power" to prevent or immediately obliterate the consequences
of a cosmic wreck? What if he isn't some poor weak fool who would like
to do something but can't? What if allowing agony to exist is one aspect of how
an all-powerful but all wise and all-loving God brings to completion his
glorious purpose toward a human family that's in the clutches of an evil force
too powerful for it? What if there are some truths that we don't know and
in our pain don't care to know? What if those truths are truths even
though in our personal agony we don't care but just want the pain removed—now?
What if
he is powerful enough to obliterate pain and loss—yours—but won't do it
[as he refused to rescue John the Baptist from imprisonment and death though he
was rescuing others; as he refused to deliver Jesus from what he feared most in
the garden and as he refuses to immediately deliver millions as pain-filled as
you are]?
I'm
aware that none of this removes the pain. I just hate it that not only must
such anguish be endured--I hate it that suffers also endure the feeling that
God doesn't give a damn about any of us.
In the
name of and in the vision of the Lord Jesus I'm saying that we don't need to
lose God as well as the things that mean so much to us in this phase of
human living. I'm saying we don't have to do what atheists are forced to
do—shrug and live, as atheist Bertrand Russell put it, in "unyielding
despair".
[I’ve taken much of this from my little book,
Celebrating the Wrath of God, Waterbrook Press/Random House.]
©2004 Jim McGuiggan. All materials are free to be copied and used as long as money is not being made.
Many thanks to brother Ed Healy, for allowing me to post from his website, the abiding word.com.